Have you ever doubted your credibility in your career?
Well, in the past I did, not because of my skills but the other factors that will make you a good team member and perhaps of a leader one day. Most of the time I’m late to office by living far and no car of my own and most of the critical problems do happen early morning before business hours. And the challenges are on these times that made me change my attitude towards work, but sadly, I was unsuccessful, for few years…
My second job was an IT Specialist, which is a great title but the work is more on Network and Systems Administration working on NT4 Servers and Stations. I’m the second in command following our Operations Managers (also the Company’s VP for Operations). He’s famous in the company and his call sign was “Rockjock” a guy in his early 40s who comes to work at 2pm and leaves at around 10pm and still online at 3am when he’s home. He always carries a shoulder bag with many folders and his laptop and I said to myself, this is a cool guy, he’s what I’m gonna be, but pathetically, I botched, for few years…
With my dilemma, I cope up by working hard even after office hours so the following morning, I can afford to be a little tardy. Working hard has a setback, you’ll easily get to sleep at night or at days when you’ve nothing to do. To others, it’s a good thing but if you have a family, you should always provide them your extra time. That’s why we work until lights out, not just to give them comfort but you yourself must be part and share their laughter and moments that can never be replayed. It’s an advice that I’m enjoying that I did, and you should too. Even now, my wife would reprimand me to work faster on things she asks me to do in the house but I was never really a panic guy. Maybe because I didn’t develop or known the spirit of urgency that there’s no time to be terrified that I can do the job in the nick of time. As I always promise my wife, but miserably, it was a disastrous, for few years now…
I am full of composure until Microsoft developed the 290 and 291 exams for MCSA. It was undeniably the hardest 90 items that I could not conquer that I failed both my first 290 as well as my first 291 exams. It’s hilarious that I also failed both my second tries of 290 and 291. Twice the failure of each is four times you’ll have to spend time to go back to the drawing board and review your resources. I think I flunked the simulations because I never really studied my materials thoroughly because in my mind, it’s the exact thing I’ve doing in my present job. I’ve been handling Win2K and Win2K3 servers for almost six years now and seen many problems in that span of time that I or my team has solved with regards to this type of platform.
It took me a year to get over these humps to be an MCSA and took them both three weeks apart and definitely, it’s worth the failures and happily, I passed both, for few years now…